Hey journey tribe!
I’m back after taking a break from writing, making videos and coaching, so I could spend some much needed time to heal, gain perspective and recharge for some new projects in the works.
This year has presented me with a lot of opportunities for growth. Through these experiences, I’ve been committing myself to really look at my life and see the truth for what it is and to see the blessings that come with each transition.
I had lost someone really special to me this year- my grandma peggy. she was my best friend and my biggest fan. she was courageous, smart, strong, loving, witty, and she would tell it like it is. I respected that about her, she helped me see the adventure in life, the invisible current that supports us and the honesty of showing up to be your authentic self.
I am also learning how to step back and watch my son venture on his own as a adult. he’s my only child and all i want to do is protect him from the hardships that i have experienced. with the loss of my mom, sister, and grandmothers- i want to protect myself from losing him too… i’m learning to let go and trust in the guidance that my husband and i have given him. it’s time for him spread his wings. he knows his way back home if he ever needs it, knowing we will always have his back.
Yes, growth can bring transformation that can be so rewarding. But for real though….it can be really challenging when you are going through it.
i have learned how to not take myself so seriously, to laugh and become more present. i am allowing myself to process my healing and most importantly, open up my heart to more abundance and love in my life. i am learning to just be me and stop dimming my light just to make others feel comfortable. i am learning how to create peace from the inside out.
you ask, stop dimming your light….what does that mean?
it means just being myself and not trying to fit into others expectations of me. it means just allowing myself to shine, even when others are triggered. i don’t mean this is egotistical way, i mean this in the way that i purposefully choose to show up, look for the good, make a difference and try to help others recognize the light within themselves too. this is who i choose to be.
all i want is to feel free. this is exactly what i want to help others feel in life as well. to feel free of their self sabotaging beliefs holding them back from their true potential and happiness. to create peace from the inside out.
sometimes we can shut down, close our hearts off to self protect from the harshness of circumstances and people around us. we close up either unconsciously or consciously by choice as a way to protect ourselves from harm. the key is to allow ourselves to heal and open our hearts to life again. i have worked through these experiences myself on my own healing journey and i am teaching what i learn along the way.
if you are ready for transformation and want to learn how to step into your authenticity and create more love, abundance and peace from the inside out, i am here to help.
be courageous
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embrace your journey 💚
much love, tes 🌻